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brewing love&missing in rain day again after sunshines by Masheng, my Crowned Queen of Japan. by benzrad
May 28, 2010, 11:31 am
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this is a serene morning, after a raining night. its lunar Apr 15, so lots of crackers in dawn by villagers memorising their ancestors. i was deeply concerning the portable hard disk God grants me previously. i asked for lean from my youngest elder sister, she promised but so far didn't inform me when i can get it. sinful eldest brother approached me by the excuse of talking his daughter in college in Wuhan, and sat on my stool and profaned quite some moments. i sang for joys after published recent photos. God, dad, Masheng, when is my new marriage that brings me harmony never seen?


below is recent tweets&comments by benzrad, 朱子卓.

26/5/2010

baby’s birthday ignored by his mom.^read most day. dozed at noon but woke up by 2 visiting old women in the village. shown them online album for one of them shot by me previously. arranged downloading after dinner then haunted outside. shot some photos in front plaza. chatted with an villager once worked in the county city. baby’s mom, emakingir, tentatively ignored baby’s birthday today, abiding her mother’s freaky picking baby’s birthday annually by comparing lunar calendar with Gregorian calendar. shits!

sick and sin of mother.^read all day. mother fetched the granddaughter-in-law of my elder brother, a Hu, who is about 2 years old and likely lack of affection, to home to care, for elder brother family busy with field harvest. cared download. at noon got the idea that equipped myself with a portable harddisk. buzzed my youngest elder sister&got her promise of lend me the money. mother complained of sick of too many shits, bought some medicine late afternoon. i haunted outside after dinner, chatted with a worker of state grid but lives in the village. mother again surveillance me&urged me to return home early when i in chat. in night her sick view of personal affection or love shown itself, which quite sinful as God informed me already, to me. God, dad, i never waste a second on the dark in my mother’s soul, i linger here for u, for my new life with my girls, esp. girl zhou, my 3rd wife, and my second wife, Masheng, never let me fail in peace on ur lovable land, Zhudajiu village.

Benzrad's comment on May 26,2010
so acute the point!!!
by dabbog@gmail.com (benzrad zhu朱子卓)

China mainland nowadays no doubting falling into its last struggle against breaking apart. the dictation elite squad long time preparing for their exit, tried best to grasp more treasures with their corpses in tomb covered by earth. darkness by the evils already scattered by the original potential of Chinese, esp. the heavily handicapped Chinese peasants. China, never belongs to republic nor communist.

in reference to: http://www.oschina.net/news/9353?from=rss 
(view on Google Sidewiki)

27/5/2010
haircut.^sleepy morning. haircut after breakfast, bu the visiting barber's razor let my upper lid bleeding. it drizzled in the morning. hope i can get my portable hardisk sooner.

raining day.^read all time. second time told mother God grants me no anxiousness with living (yesterday told her God grants the new portable harddisk.), to assure her to rip her usual doubts. she sinfully left dad's house at once in doubts, i also re-download a radio software to reconnect to bible radio. sleepy when i rest on long bench while listening preach in air, however, i managed on notebook, &finished following a talk program from the radio. God, Masheng, let me get my portable harddisk tomorrow in a sunny day, let me talk to baby&his mom, &fix her chrome sooner. Masheng, u asked for assignment, i know, pl bring my girl zhou, as well as my other girls under my Royal of China, join me in new marriage ahead in most blessed time or moment. 

raining night with remote support for baby's mom.^bathed to clean cut hairs. watched awhile TV till mother retreated from my room. help baby's mom, emakingir, to fix her frequently crashed chrome by equipping it with a new extension to backup/restore sessions, all done online. also tried new way to video chat, now that gtalk heavily lagging&echoes. told my coming new portable hard disk. it rains harder in night. i really love it.

benzrad's comment on May 27,2010


富士康昨晚12跳,传闻第13跳也已发生

llp azxj – 老郭的鞠躬太牛了,每次一结束就跳,求你别鞠躬了,好好反思解决根本问题吧 11:58 am

benzrad zhu – young Chinese expressing deep desperation with their lives, in the face of deaf&dumbfound Chinese authority nowadays. 1:41 pm


From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
发件人 Hometown Journey Ⅱ


for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

The front door of village hall, migrated from village's heritage.

a retired worker once lived in county city for a bus company, now lives in the village with his 2 sons&their families.

a oleander tree in blossom.

Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉

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a cloudy day. by benzrad
May 26, 2010, 8:19 pm
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summer days shine me in anticipation. by benzrad
May 25, 2010, 10:31 am
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25/5/2010

baby's birthday today.^dreamed&loathed to get up. its a peaceful bright morning. preparing blog posting since jon my workspace. last night talked to baby&his mom, emakingir, online, about my gift for baby son. i entrust ema to let baby choose his favorite cake, for which i offer a budget of ¥120-¥180, but ema said she is not sure if her timetable allows. baby, warrenzh, owner of domain warozhu.com, 朱楚甲, happy birthday!

24/5/2010

sunny morning.^dreamed of fearfully managing to setup a business. dozed awhile after breakfast in the shallow of sunshine aside my workspace. read since then, in my local music.
enjoy summer day now.^read most time. neighbors' babble lets me doze, but hostile in the last woke me up. chatted with Taiwanese friend online. its second hot sunny day since rains. life in countryside brings me lots of time in still, when i can see God clearer. 
talked with folks in dusk, refined profile online in night.^visited village front plaza after dinner, which quite satisfying me, met a villager once worked in the county city&treated me in his company's canteen. talked quite some topics. then haunted the front fish pond. returned&met mother half way, chatted with her friend, an almost blind woman whose husband once worked with my dad for the community in Mao's era. watched TV about snake at home, sensed the evil around. in the night check family knols, refined my plaxo profile. the neighbor, who building their new house, hosted noise villager drank there all time when i done.

23/5/2010 visiting sister-in-law&her son.^last night attempted to export baby son's mom, emakingir's wordpress blog, but failed many times. then wife&son of my kid brother visited. they now lives in the county city. treated the cousin with pc games. in the night busy with sorting personal settings of chrome while at same time trying exporting blog, went to bed after 10pm.
settled family blogs' export&import.^finally got family blogs export, via blogger&convert into wordpress' wxr format, by a online service at http://blogger2wordpress.appspot.com , imported into family clogs, esp. baby's mother, emakingir's at http://emakingir.amplify.com .really a blessing sunny morning. hope my work, cost me more than 8 hours, rewarding.
taught lessons for kids in my passed dad, God's shine.^treated visiting village kids with games. missing baby son in God's shine&buzzed him. told his mom my works on blog importing for her. mother cooked a rich lunch for the visiting wife&son of my only kid brother, treated the nephew with animation online, taught folks some lessons in meal. dozed awhile after all left. posted recent tweets.
first sunny day after rains.^villager's kids gamed on notebook again, till near 5pm before they left. taught a weak boy always follow his elder sister a lesson, forced the boy cried&sat on ground. claimed family accounts with new etherpad sites, sorted bookmarks. taught mother another lesson when she attempted to show the peeking evils nearby that God's way is like a conspire, let her never stay in dark nor wrong doings. the demon doubting&reckon after dinner,amid the back neighbor celebrating their new house's setting cornerstone, so i haunted outside, walked first time to the road reaching out to main road of the community. chatted with baby&his mom online, via remote desktop updated her local bookmarks as well as her delicious bookmarks. its all time a brilliant sunny day.

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ




for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

an old house, likely now ditched.

visiting nephew, Zhuyi,朱轶, gamed on my notebook with his niece, 朱露西.

scenery Zhudajiu village, Mount Dabei and fish pond.

Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉



rains clean, rains moisture the thirsty. by benzrad
May 22, 2010, 2:53 pm
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tweets on May 21, 2010

a warm cloudy morning.^the rubbish rabbles among sinful neighbor wives woke me up, and drove me getting up. sang in echo of birds' twitters. a visiting niece's shows her astonish upon baby son's smartness, and enchanted me. then prepared recent photos for publish. roasters croaking around, so peaceful a village scene!

Masheng touched me.^read in front yard till it started to drizzle. activated family google apps' waves, &setup. sinful mother sought to sell herself, saying had to help elder brother's grandson for they busy with grain in field now. she left me dishes&left. i saw how she treated my passed dad when he, God, lived a miserable life before he decided to leave the earth. baby's mom, emakingir, posted her first blog, i replied to encourage her activity now in cyberspace.

glory of Dad, God, shown me via sins of his relatives.^again upset by the cheap&sanity of my mother's dark soul. the devil, 2 cousins both in the fell&hell of Chinese bureaucracy, visited, trying to connect via my mother, who forever admires power like a rootless weak grass.

Holy moisturises thirst.^got holy message&talked to baby son, assured him the coming new game notebook. haunted village front plaza, taught mother&elder brother lesson on self-esteem. chatted with baby's mom, emakingir, online, on her new micro/blogging attempts, inform her expedient ways to do it. it rained harder in night, so blessing. God, i missing my girls, my second baby son with Masheng, my Crowned Queen from Japan. bring me closer to my new life!

help baby's mom, emakingir, refining her 163 blog&contacts. trying to add custom block to include her tweets but failed. narrowly done.

tweets on May 22, 2010

peace&hope in the cool morning.^a rain morning but now stopped. the raining scene rare in northern China: it can rain all days and last a week. i felt fruitful upon last night's works. check the result this morning. now surfing, in God's light.

reviewed sin of China nowadays.^treated visiting village kids with games&animation online. restored os against virus infection risk. reviewed the insanity of China all levels authority&even more missing baby son, God of Universe, Hope of China. the sinful neighbor launched to lay cornerstone for their new house, the young wife peeking into my dad's old house for the visiting kids closed door, trying to verify her dark soul in search. really felt the rains plenty, that's what i dreamed after.

Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉



real booming summer heat arriving, among rains on southern China. by benzrad
May 20, 2010, 11:37 am
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20/5/2010

a warm cloudy morning.^the rubbish rabbles among sinful neighbor wives woke me up, and drove me getting up. sang in echo of birds' twitters. a visiting niece's shows her astonish upon baby son's smartness, and enchanted me. then prepared recent photos for publish. roasters croaking around, so peaceful a village scene!

19/5/2010

busy day, end it with family plaxo profile refined.^read most day. sorted stuff from web. late afternoon visited front plaza of the village&elder brother's house. shot some photos. teased the grandson of brother. dined in back yard of my dad's old house. baby's mom, emakingir, inquired Chinese job sites, but refused to elaborate online in night, when i tried to chat with baby son via QQ. check ema's 163 blogs, refined family plaxo profiles, done till near 10pm.

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

my passed dad's craft: traditional stone lintel.

village hall of Zhudajiu, benzrad's hometown.

raining day small stream gathered on ground in dad's old house's backyard.

Posted via email from benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…鸠昱隆嘉



benzrad’s tweet&comment in rain days till now a bright and fresh morning. by benzrad
May 19, 2010, 11:04 am
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tweet on May 19,2010

first mild sunny morning in these raining days.^last night worked on family clogs till 11pm. this morning neighbor wives' babble together outside woke me up.  its the first day in series of rain day with weak sunshine. i at once shifted my workspace into my dad's old house' front yard. fresh air and breeze let me at ease. i like my works since my arrival at my hometown village, my dad's land, so far. harvest season just assured from Heaven. now praying God that my beloved, my girls, esp. my girl zhou, follow and join me sooner. my fruit of persistent unshakable vision, living with my joy and love, ready for my girls, my Royal of China. God, that's my prayer in this auspicious morning.

tweet on May 18,2010

fruitful day.^drizzle&cloudy all day. help baby's mom, emakingir, update her local bookmarks via remote desk as scheduled, to include zoho challenge accounts claimed last night. read, later with help from friends in google buzz, activated family qq microblog accounts. tried to inform ema&succeeded in afternoon. so nice a day. visit http://t.qq.com/bentchu http://t.qq.com/warrenzhu http://t.qq.com/emakingir .even i dislike QQ, a Chinese mainstream portal, but i own the right to open its service, which in beta&requests invitation code, under my qq account. then tried zoho's new product, challenge, setup some question bank&mashup 2 tests. in night tried to suggest ema tried the ready tests. baby played pc game with his mom, and don't want to talk to his grandma, who felt at a loss&urged me to teach baby to show respect to her, but i rebuffed it. its really a fruitful day.

tweet on May 17,2010

a epiphanic morning.^posted a new blog entry last night. in dawn it rains cats and dogs. i praying God saves my bed&gadgets from raindrop, for the old roof leaked lots of raindrops.

full day rains to clean dirt.^raining all day. read most of time. nephew, now a entrepreneur, brought mother some gifts. a sinful fat woman of a villager's wife, seduced mother to profane my passed dad. taught mom the sin, but the demon cooked me a rich dinner&again fell into evil&recharged with feeling of triumph. God, save me from wasted mercy.

tweet on May 16,2010

a day of bliss.^read. treated visiting children&students with animation online and games. prepared&posted recent photos, failed many times even via proxy, succeeded with a cute girl's companion. late afternoon haunted front space of the village, shooting photos. the evil neighbor wives peeking me&around. God blesses me in dusk drizzle when i ate a rich dinner mother prepared. posted a blog entry for it in night.

tweet on May 15,2010

God’s message yesterday.

benzrad's comment on May 17,2010

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benzrad zhu – no doubt the Sun should be killed by zhu, the coming national honored family name, the discloser&downtaker of dark&cheating recent China history with family name Sun, like Sun zhongshan. kill, kill, kill. 1:23 pm

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benzrad’s tweet&comment in rain days, till now a mild sunny day. by benzrad
May 19, 2010, 10:04 am
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