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some old photos around baby’s one year’s birthday. by benzrad
June 26, 2010, 7:16 pm
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it all reminds me those pitfalls when i guarding baby's growth. its hosted on a shabby blog portal and no way to seek the original raw byte of photos, so backup here from online's copy.

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rains and clouds, all bliss from Heaven. by benzrad
June 11, 2010, 12:22 pm
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sunny days in games. missing baby son, warrenzh. by benzrad
June 7, 2010, 9:19 am
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sunny days, proud of Son. by benzrad
June 7, 2010, 9:14 am
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last night again dreamed of baby son, who sat in the inner circle of stadium watching a school sports game. when i attempted to care baby&asking him to move, his mom again refute my proposal, so i again lost temper and beat her. baby son cried and let me left. then i woke up. the scene in dream let me sorry, for i let baby indecisive, let his interest hurt, let me less know baby’s true feelings. its a pale morning, i felt i need more reinforce from God, my passed dad, Masheng, my Crowned Queen of Japan. God, u know all my road toward my new China Empire of 1109 years’ soverein, u know what’s i care most. put more tasks on me before the emerging reality turns clearer. bring my second son, one of ur gift for Masheng&me. promote me to new stage with my girls, esp. girl Zhou now, in best time in new marriage. God, let the thirsty drinks water, the burning for losing&revengeful healed. God, i forever live with u, my passed dad&most beloved baby son, warrenzh, owner of domain, warozhu.com.

God, my life here is quite enjoyable, except missing for my baby son, warren zhu. God, let my beloved in peace, lent ur Son more insight.


benzrad’s tweets on Jun 2,2010

God, i got my new portable hard disk. thx!^finally got my 3rd portable hard disk with my elder sister’s loan, including 2 wrecked in those years, like flying in clear sky! just got all data backup onto it. so clean now! the purchase happened in the county city, with my 2 brother-in-law&a nephew’s companion. shot more photos on the way for panorama. now i can drive my notebook more swiftly with less data load on it. without breakfast i launched, delayed some time in the county for elder sister who brought the loan arrived lately. its cloudy in the morning, but turns sunny when i returned home&launched to migrate/backup data onto the new hard disk. now it turned pale again. God saves.

all morning prepared posting blog with recent photos. first time tried panorama software to combine some photos of Zhudajiu village, and the result really daunting/amazing! treated visiting girls with games. when it drizzled i felt at home, and buzzed elder sister about the loan to buy myself a portable hard disk as she promised several days ago. positive answer at once gained. in the night arranged next day’s contacting&buying details with elder sister. talked to baby’s mom about baby’s birthday, but she refuted to go online. restless night for the joy of owning new storage media.
enjoy new portable storage.^migrated&backup data to new portable disk most afternoon, real nice work. mother bough fish. dined in back yard among dirty neighbor wives. haunted outside when mother babbled with a cheap woman. chatted with some folks in front plaza of the village. demons, including my elder brother, and good willed villagers let me wonder in front of fish pond in front Zhudajiu. buzzed baby’s mom about remission. felt discrete but mother sat aside me in room attempting rubbling. God, clear my way toward the Holy!

benzrad’s tweets on Jun 3,2010

busy with posting recent photos, esp. panoramas i made.^posting recent photos, including panoramas from footage. its sunny in morning, but now turns pale. nice to see task done.
the author has some points, but as to me, visionary or other great merit, is naturally lives in the living mind, lives in God’s message. the holder don’t hesitate in himself on things or vision ahead.
BTW, i don’t think facebook will replace nor wipe out google, but enrich the diversity of coming mobile information world with instant access anytime anywhere, with google, who exactly at the same time an innovator on the task. facebook more and more evolves itself from a close friends circle into an open world publish, like what google a veteran been with.
in a word, the world coming is a freer and more capable multiply dimensions. people live with more support of independent and plenty, esp digitally. God, of the world never seen and ever sees, don’t let the world deteriorate but constantly surprising the world witnesses.

read till waist fatigue.^read all afternoon, also attending download. rest some time on long bench in early dusk in front yard with music from cellphone. dinner is rich with pepper&fish in backyard. the neighbor husband tried to chat when we busy eating. haunted outside, taste water from the old well when i met a honest folk carrying water&follow him to his house. babbled about nowadays China and International affairs. felt dirty after left, praying God’s save on way to front pond, where i clean my thoughts. teased grandson of elder brother awhile on way home. mother foolishly while selfishly comment anybody talking to me should be obliged, i replied, anyone i talked to honored. she also attempted to persuade me doing chores myself. baby’s mom, emakingir, talked online about the clerk woman in office designed detaining baby’s kindergarten allowance granted by the company’s policy, aiming to let me close my journey here. i decided to let it go.

benzrad’s tweets&comment on Jun 4,2010

让他们徒劳的投资这些公器(实乃私器)吧,直到压垮他们仍然无救,那就是我们的曙光初照。

连岳:京华时报:永州市法院枪击案后,北京市各级法院都已加强了安保力度。部分法院实行了贴身扫描、启动24小时安防监控系统等措施。——公正才是最好的安保措施。

post panorama to panoramio.^read since got up. posted latest tweets to 163&qq. posted recent photos to family panoramio. tried to update&addons songbird to play bible radio, but again failed. maybe i need a solution for online radio. hunted for d/l late afternoon. mother cooked rich meal. haunted front plaza&shot more photos. visited building new house in outer field of Zhudajiu. buzzed baby’s mom discussing if she would bring baby son visit Zhudajiu in coming summer vacation&return to Qiqihar whole family before new term, but she refuted. sorted stuff in night, read more after watched awhile TV about Japan’s new primer. a neighbor son returned with his wife, who both lives in Xi’an, western China, in dusk.

benzrad’s tweet on Jun 5,2010

tried new panorama tool.^worked since got up. tried a new panorama creator but didn’t satisfied. village girl students visited&gamed on my notebook. os infected again amid trying new radio softwares. restored os after gaming girls left. now clearer sky waving to me in surfing waves.
post photo, esp. panorama to domestic web album.^dined in backyard. haunted village front yard. chatted with a guy in his front yard, also shot photo for a visiting elder woman. teased some kids in the village open space, till some demon kids too annoying. post recent photos, esp panorama of village’s front space to domestic web album.

benzrad’s tweet on Jun 6,2010

read, then let village girls gamed on notebook as God grants.^enjoyed reading till the 2 girls visited again. wondered in sunshine in front yard, talking with dad&baby son, God of Universe. met another girl who smartest&missing in morning for she visited her grandma since last afternoon. mother let vendor installed new gas range. its a blessing afternoon.
dined with beer. haunted outside, shot a baby girl&invited to dine with their family by a retired doctor. shown them movie of his granddaughter’s performance on their TV. returned when it dark. talked to baby how i glad today with communication with God&him in sunshine.

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

a gracious sunset.

village Zhudajiu’s kids and cows, which less and less nowadays.

panorama of Zhudajiu’s front space.朱大九村口全景图。

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on visionary google and facebook by benzrad
June 3, 2010, 2:35 pm
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the author has some points, but as to me, visionary or other great merit, is naturally lives in the living mind, lives in God’s message. the holder don’t hesitate in himself on things or vision ahead. BTW, i don’t think facebook will replace nor wipe out google, but enrich the diversity of coming mobile information world with instant access anytime anywhere, with google, who exactly at the same time an innovator on the task. facebook more and more evolves itself from a close friends circle into an open world publish, like what google a veteran been with. in a word, the world coming is a freer and more capable multiply dimensions. people live with more support of independent and plenty, esp digitally. God, of the world never seen and ever sees, don’t let the world deteriorate but constantly surprising the world witnesses. http://amplify.com/u/6npu

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cloudy days, in want for transit life. by benzrad
June 1, 2010, 1:59 pm
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 a cloudy morning, looking forward sunshine. the likely infected os let me anxious, i pray God saves my works online&locally. prepared recent photos, including first time trying&succeeded making 2 panorama for scenes of the village, my hometown, Zhudajiu, since breakfast. first panorama tool likely a virus or trojan, but i managed to make progress with my task with cares. those frequent girl students in village in weekends visited again, for today its International Children’s Day, they wear smart and free and in high mood. but some demons among them almost ruin my works by prudently challenged me via messing my daily equipment, ie. camera&notebook. God, i badly need a new storage for stuff from web. save&secure my works from threats around, esp. the dog system in nowadays China.

28/5/2010

a blessing raining day.^prepared&posted a blog entry to include recent photos, done till after lunch. read. secured family gmail accounts by verifying&adding associated alternative emails. sorted stuff newly from web&backup. lately afternoon listening bible radio&touched by holy message. sister finally buzzed in&told me her arrangement to lent me to buy a portable hard disk. a great relief. haunted outside after dinner, chatted with the state grid worker in the village, and some other villagers, about culture and countryside life. visited elder brother’s house&cared his grandson awhile while he is absent. mother&visiting eldest brother again challenged me in my room when i lean on bed watching TV. another sinful woman, my second elder sister also buzzed in&inquired about my purchase. baby said playing pc game with his mom, who let me chat online next morning. God sees how i reinforced in the radio’s gospel. 

29/5/2010
cloudy morning. treated visiting kids.^2 groups of village kids visited dad’s house when i still on bed. got up&treated a kid girl and boy with animation online. read&listening bible radio alone. then some girl students visited, shown them google search for their name. they played pc games later. mother a bit unease, but they played enough before left. i let download&now surfing. sunshine likely will commence at noon. a nice morning.

clouds turned into sunshine afternoon.^mother cooked 糍粑 ciba, very delicious. just got recent photos backup to my flickr account. sang&got sunburn in recent sunshine among clouds. hopefully soon i will get my new portable hard disk. haunted the village front plaza, chatted with the state grid worker for quite some time, till saw the girl students teamed to wander. followed them&let one of them using my camera as she asked to shot photos for her pals&me. visit the fish pond. chatted with baby&his mom longest online, while they busy with pc game. read all night.

30/5/2010
last night felt dirt around before sleep. this morning felt sleepy after got up. activated family box.net accounts’ uploading emails&backup. treated visiting village girls with games. dozed again when they gaming. 

girl students in village tested me for appealing.^last night felt dirt around before sleep. this morning felt sleepy after got up. activated family box.net accounts’ uploading emails&backup. treated visiting village girls with games. dozed again when they gaming,  in dad’s old house, where is cool while hot sunshine outside. created personal folder for family web store accounts. so glad to see sunshine resumed. dozed some time after noon. chickens woke me up to surf, till those girls, even more, visited. let them listening a song they likes. them gamed on my notebook near 5pm&left. hunted for resource to d/l. when mother cooking, i haunted outside in dusk. after returned home, doubting my age&my girls, as well as my new life in new marriages. buzzed baby’s mom, emakingir, about baby’s coming lunar birthday.

comments by benzrad on the day.
yes, a Chinese. for English’s inspiring, and making difference from Chinese nowadays sometimes quite ugly, i blogged in English.

31/5/2010
sleepy morning.^first time didn’t got up midnight to urinate. woke up by urine but mother already calling to breakfast. read&let d/l in front yard when it still in shadow of wall. baby’s mom, emakingir, called&chatted online when her office work started. i help her import contacts of box.net’s secret upload emails. dozed again in music on bench openly. power down awhile, when i sorted stuff newly got from web. read again after power supply resumed. so nice a day, with sunshine not so stringing.

radio software infected my os, God saves.^read alone most day. mother don’t prepared lunch for me for busy with caring grandson of elder brother, who busy with harvest rapeseed. most time in music. when i launched radio software aiming to listen bible radio, pc infected by virus. powered down notebook&haunted outside. some ugly villagers in front plaza talking about bullet&crime. i watched stream. mother holding her grand-grandson talked to me. closer to watch a house with spacious yards and trees and pond in front of the village. mediated aside the fish pond, on the rebellion&new riches among villagers, power of money&sin of imprudence&arrogant upon the Son. cared the grandson-in-law when sky turned dark&mother returned to collect drying clothes against rain. dinned lately delayed by mother. comment on web. chatted with baby&his mom online. baby ate cake&ice porridge. i buy the bill on my online finance.

comments by benzrad on the day.
benzillar: RT Nan Chen (@gokeeper): 高考临近关闭网吧,这是我国领导层智慧的又一次突出体现。shits! should accuse the head dog to court.

benzrad zhu – 死盯着一个社会标准的人也该死。每个人都应该学会用脚投票。只有多元化的思维方式才能巩固民主社会。取消单一标准才能避免用条框扼杀创制性,保存社会原创和冲动。九年画画就为进清华附中,这个家长难道不讨厌不趣味低下吗?

还相信当前中国的狗,警察,真是太孤陋寡闻了。有怨就呼唤警察,用警力没有社会成本啊?谁有资格动员社会公用资源像警察啊?看来这家也是特权精英内部的,全部生活依赖国家公社,不然脾气不能这么大。这家父亲的见解还不如他孩子。
中国的未来,全在于社会公正和自由,这样的社会要求公民自尊自责/择,不是一心盼望超级国家解决他全部个人的沟通问题。人的信仰,只能是神,不是社会。因为只有神是自由的,是能带给他的信徒自由的。向社会求全部到位的公正和自由,这样的人只配共产党和当前的中国社会,狗霸占的社会。

benzrad’s clog on [大 千世界]方刚:今 年清华附中特长生招生中的黑暗一幕

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

panorama of zhudajiu front fields, mountains&neighbor villages.

benzrad, 朱子卓, in a pose.

a stone bridge made by villagers, don’t know if includes my passed dad, whose earliest works most for bridges in Mao’s era.

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